The last few days I’ve been coming back home from work with zero will to do anything. Low tolerance to any interaction. Simple conversations or exchanges with my mother became heavy. Calls from my military serving brother are nothing but heavy. And during the day, I’m carrying all this heaviness that is myself, with no incentive, no willpower and no actual productivity. Read the rest of this entry
It amazes me how the past year have turned one of the friendships/relationships I valued the most into what can barely be described as an acquaintance. For someone I admired and Read the rest of this entry
It’s been getting lonelier and lonelier around here. People have been leaving for years now for all kinds of reasons. Read the rest of this entry
“You’ve been working your ass off for a full year on the promise of a reward” and guess what? you get nothing! And now you’re feeling the mental equivalent of getting slapped in the face YAY!
Feels great, huh? Nope, there’s more…
It’s been ages, I mean, AGES since I decided to fucking sit myself down and fucking write. But before I proceed, I don’t want to ignore or forget the kind words, compliments, encouragement and support of people who used to actually read the different shades of crap I poured here years back. Thanks to each one of you. I appreciate your words. I hold them very dear to my heart. #endofcheesiness
I woke myself up five minutes ago because my mind refused to stay on Day 3 with Sarah and her spoiled boyfriend in the abandoned gory bloody city of the hammer wielding clown and his swooshing shadows. Read the rest of this entry
It is possible to feel for others even if you haven’t been through what they’re going through. Of course having been through the similar crises helps you understand it more and sometimes puts you in a better position to give advice or help that person get through it. Read the rest of this entry