It happens sometimes when you’re forced into a spot you don’t want yourself in, the same spot you were avoiding for some time. You didn’t see it coming, and you don’t understand how it happened! And I certainly did not.
All the facts I was aware of didn’t lead anywhere near this. I don’t want to blame somebody for it; I can’t blame somebody for it. I see I’m not the only one who’s negatively affected by it. So I choose to keep my worries to myself and see how it goes. Relying on the bits of trust in the decision makers, and my flexible coping abilities, I chose being cool and quiet. For it won’t be long for a misplacement, and it may not be that bad. Just living through this as an isolate experience, detached from any past incidents or future implications…
Not expecting the worst, only knowing it could go wrong any moment x)